Today I totally blew it... I got tired of waiting 10 minutes at a stuck traffic light, with an impatient truck behind me. I ran red lights, threw a tantrum, cursed loudly and then went to church and led worship to the Lord with a sweet smile. (Ok... i really blew it baaaad !!!)
The number one problem with myself is that I am way out of control. I think too little and say too much, drink too much, eat too much. Engage in so little exercise and self discipline. How did it get this way ?
Where do I start seizing control. The longest journey begins with the single step.
What are my goals ? What am I trying to achieve.
The secret to self control ? I have to begin by controlling what I say. It is what I say that communicates who I am. "Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks." My tongue is in rapid fire automatic mode. Whatever ammunition is inside will come out. America and its cowboys may have wiped Native Indians of the map but there is a lil' Red Indian shooting out Huge flaming arrows inside of Uncle Sam.
All emotional baggage to be scanned before being checked into the Self control airlines. Whats in my heart ? Its a pit of vipers, desparately unclean, amazingly deceptive (how many times did I make a fool of myself today?) and all the mess inside is going to explode and hit the fan one day or the other.
No man can tame the tongue. Only the Lord can change the heart. Ask for a heart transplant every day... Only the one who overcomes his self will ever experience true success.
No man can tame the tongue. Only the Lord can change the heart. Ask for a heart transplant every day... Only the one who overcomes his self will ever experience true success.